A New Game

Okay, here’s the deal or the game or whatever you’d like.  I don’t like to get this personal in a sober coherent fashion and given the nature of the topic this is actually pretty difficult for me, have closed wordpress twice now, but here goes.

God’s Love, no I’m not kidding.

Been watching a lot of television shows lately, movies anime, whatever.  They all share themes, most shows do, depends on the culture to a certain extent what themes.  “Outlaw star” is about following your dreams no matter the costs, no matter where it takes you and asks you to fight to the death if necessary for those dreams.  I’m on season 4 of “Battlestar Galactica”, this show is complicated, though the bits i’ve picked out seem to focus on being human, what is human, understanding love, forgiveness lots of stuff, its not as easy for me to pick just one set of ideas, the shows to long and complicated to really do that, unless its a very broad, idea.

high school again (more bs)

Well this is unlikely to be particularly coherent, as i type i’ve been drinking and ssmoking and any number of other verbs.  Today’s fucked, it didn’t have to be mind you it just turned out that way.

I’ve found myself repeating a few old memories, things that i don’t need to remember, though to be fair, i’m happier not dealing with most of what i’ve done in the past, and usually if i have a history with a person its bad.  Paul for instance, i’m going to have to bitch out the next time i see him for things that i’ve learned today, for things that happened today.

Mayor Barrett

Since i’m doubting chad will speak of it since its not national, he kinda ignores local news, which from my perspective is more intersting than parts of teh worl di’ll never go to, nor do i want to.

Gaming

Okay i’ve been a gamer for years, want an exact number i could give you roughly 22 years, since i started playing games on a regular basis.  This i will freely admit includes hundreds of hours of gameplay, and tons of money and effort.  I once worked out the math and know for a fact that i have spent thousands of dollars on my habit, addiction whatever you want to call it.  Now here’s the problem i swear they don’t make games for me anymore.

Ramen

Ramen

i lost my movie

I Looked at my movie shelf today and realized that Beowulf is gone.

re: religion poll me

Nope josh i’m not an open theist.

Life is F**ked update

Well my day and my life is again pretty fucked.

So there i like something

People often tell me to my face that i don’t like anything.